sometimes i wish i had someone to talk to. i honestly have pretty much no one. i hate it when we fight especially when i don’t know what i did wrong.. just laying sick to my stomach and crying not even know what the hell i did wrong but knowing that i did. i like to talk and get things out instead of saying “fuck this, bye, ttyl, i’ll leave you alone” blah blah blah, etc. i like to get things dealt with and fix them. that’s how i am. i wish it was as easy as that. i pretty much hate arguing. anything little can turn so big and i hate it. i’m not saying we shouldn’t fight cause we will but when i try to get my point across it just never happens.. and when things are like they are today i just wanna crawl under a rock..